I couldn't help but to be emo.

Yet another sleepless night with the acid re-flux in my stomach going so badly strong.

Just yesterday night I told myself the feeling was real which i have been telling myself it's not because I dont want to, for quite some time. 

Ironically, the world always go against your will, like how birds go against gravity, like how rebellious teenagers are toward their parents. 

I just had to know that one thing which goes against all of the hopes of my heart wishes wished. 

And that had brought me to how i feel throughout the whole day and it gets never better but worst until this moment right now. 

It questioned me, why do i had to be the one?

Not once but twice. 

Am i that bad?

Till the world ends.

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